Swimming in dark molasses.
Everything hurts.
I opened my mouth and heard her scream.
The whites of my eyes turned pink
This foundation means nothing.
Tears are constantly there.
Waking me in the night drowning me in my sleep.
I don’t want to feel like this anymore.
I am a danger to no one but myself.
Enclose me in a box of slate rock
My fingertips running along the stony cleft.
rub the dirt particles into the stone.
I could lay my head down and moisten the rock with my tears.
Cool my cheek against it.
Leave me there till i come to my senses
That panic came from somewhere.
Under my rib cage next to my heart.
It scares me.
I scare me.
Words Hurt 